thats...weird. the random sceratch on my arm wich, as much as it feels like a series of nasty-ass cuts, not that im that stupid to sdo it there anyway, just randomly showed up,but even weirder mom sounds like she has an idea of the habit maybe?i suppose its possible but she woyuld have confiscated my pocket knives, wouldnt she? ugh i am so confused?! maybe im just being paranoid, idk!?

damn im an idiot, but it feels so goood. not great health wise but you know what fuck that.fuuuccckkkkk its way better than going without cutting. i mean its a bad habit i know but screw bad or good.

yea late but happy holidays everyone!

She's got green eyes and she's 5'5"
Long brown hair all down her back
Cadillac truck
So the hell what
What's so special about that
She used to model, she's done some acting
So she weighs a buck 'o 5
And I guess that she's alright if perfection is what you like

Ooh, ooh, and I'm not jealous, no I'm not
Ooh, ooh, I just want everything she's got
Ooh, ooh, you look at her so amazed
I remember way back when you used to look at me that way

Tell me what makes her so much better than me (so much better than me)
What makes her just everything I can never be
What makes her your every dream and fantasy
Because I can remember when it was me

And now you don't feel the same
I remember you would shiver everytime I said your name
You said nothing felt as good as when you gaze into my eyes
Now you don't care I'm alive
How did we let the fire die

Ooh, ooh, and I'm not jealous, no I'm not
Ooh, ooh, I just want everything she's got
Ooh, ooh, you look at her so amazed
I remember way back when you used to look at me that way

What makes her so much better than me (so much better than me)
What makes her just everything I can never be
What makes her your every dream and fantasy
Because I can remember when it was me

That made you smile (me)
That made you laugh (me)
Me that made you happier than you have ever been, oh me
That was your world (me)
Your perfect girl
Nothing about me has changed
That's why I'm here wondering

What makes her so much better than me (what makes her so much better than me)
What makes her just everything I can never be
What makes her your every dream and fantasy
Because I can remember when it was me

What makes her so much better than me (what makes her so much better than me)
What makes her just everything I can never be
What makes her your every dream and fantasy
Because I can remember when it was me

When it was me
When it was me
when it was me.

well fuck him i hate that they all dramatize over him when the girl that loves him is helping them while they moon after him but hes moonig over ashley! im either the fucking persion to mediate or a shoulder to cry on then when its all better im fuckingh invisible to them again! ugh fuck that!

umm wow... cordell is really really tweaked on cofee right now. itas u8mm incredible how hyper he is. wow...
a little disturbing actually